The Golden Road by L. M. Montgomery, is part of the HackerNoon Books Series. You can jump to any chapter in this book here. SARA RAY HELPS OUT
CHAPTER XVIII. SARA RAY HELPS OUT
We all missed Aunt Olivia greatly; she had been so merry and companionable, and had possessed such a knack of understanding small fry. But youth quickly adapts itself to changed conditions; in a few weeks it seemed as if the Story Girl had always been living at Uncle Alecâs, and as if Uncle Roger had always had a fat, jolly housekeeper with a double chin and little, twinkling blue eyes. I donât think Aunt Janet ever quite got over missing Aunt Olivia, or looked upon Mrs. Hawkins as anything but a necessary evil; but life resumed its even tenor on the King farm, broken only by the ripples of excitement over the school concert and letters from Aunt Olivia describing her trip through the land of Evangeline. We incorporated the letters in Our Magazine under the heading âFrom Our Special Correspondentâ and were very proud of them.
At the end of June our school concert came off and was a great event in our young lives. It was the first appearance of most of us on any platform, and some of us were very nervous. We all had recitations, except Dan, who had refused flatly to take any part and was consequently care-free.
âIâm sure I shall die when I find myself up on that platform, facing people,â sighed Sara Ray, as we talked the affair over in Uncle Stephenâs Walk the night before the concert.
âIâm afraid Iâll faint,â was Cecilyâs more moderate foreboding.
âIâm not one single bit nervous,â said Felicity complacently.
âIâm not nervous this time,â said the Story Girl, âbut the first time I recited I was.â
âMy Aunt Jane,â remarked Peter, âused to say that an old teacher of hers told her that when she was going to recite or speak in public she must just get it firmly into her mind that it was only a lot of cabbage heads she had before her, and she wouldnât be nervous.â
âOne mightnât be nervous, but I donât think there would be much inspiration in reciting to cabbage heads,â said the Story Girl decidedly. âI want to recite to PEOPLE, and see them looking interested and thrilled.â
âIf I can only get through my piece without breaking down I donât care whether I thrill people or not,â said Sara Ray.
âIâm afraid Iâll forget mine and get stuck,â foreboded Felix. âSome of you fellows be sure and prompt me if I doâand do it quick, soâs I wonât get worse rattled.â
âI know one thing,â said Cecily resolutely, âand that is, Iâm going to curl my hair for to-morrow night. Iâve never curled it since Peter almost died, but I simply must tomorrow night, for all the other girls are going to have theirs in curls.â
âThe dew and heat will take all the curl out of yours and then youâll look like a scarecrow,â warned Felicity.
âNo, I wonât. Iâm going to put my hair up in paper tonight and wet it with a curling-fluid that Judy Pineau uses. Sara brought me up a bottle of it. Judy says it is great stuffâyour hair will keep in curl for days, no matter how damp the weather is. Iâll leave my hair in the papers till tomorrow evening, and then Iâll have beautiful curls.â
âYouâd better leave your hair alone,â said Dan gruffly. âSmooth hair is better than a lot of fly-away curls.â
But Cecily was not to be persuaded. Curls she craved and curls she meant to have.
âIâm thankful my warts have all gone, any-way,â said Sara Ray.
âSo they have,â exclaimed Felicity. âDid you try Pegâs recipe?â
âYes. I didnât believe in it but I tried it. For the first few days afterwards I kept watching my warts, but they didnât go away, and then I gave up and forgot them. But one day last week I just happened to look at my hands and there wasnât a wart to be seen. It was the most amazing thing.â
âAnd yet youâll say Peg Bowen isnât a witch,â said Peter.
âPshaw, it was just the potato juice,â scoffed Dan.
âIt was a dry old potato I had, and there wasnât much juice in it,â said Sara Ray. âOne hardly knows what to believe. But one thing is certainâmy warts are gone.â
Cecily put her hair up in curl-papers that night, thoroughly soaked in Judy Pineauâs curling-fluid. It was a nasty job, for the fluid was very sticky, but Cecily persevered and got it done. Then she went to bed with a towel tied over her head to protect the pillow. She did not sleep well and had uncanny dreams, but she came down to breakfast with an expression of triumph. The Story Girl examined her head critically and said,
âCecily, if I were you Iâd take those papers out this morning.â
âOh, no; if I do my hair will be straight again by night. I mean to leave them in till the last minute.â
âI wouldnât do thatâI really wouldnât,â persisted the Story Girl. âIf you do your hair will be too curly and all bushy and fuzzy.â
Cecily finally yielded and went upstairs with the Story Girl. Presently we heard a little shriekâthen two little shrieksâthen three. Then Felicity came flying down and called her mother. Aunt Janet went up and presently came down again with a grim mouth. She filled a large pan with warm water and carried it upstairs. We dared ask her no questions, but when Felicity came down to wash the dishes we bombarded her.
âWhat on earth is the matter with Cecily?â demanded Dan. âIs she sick?â
âNo, she isnât. I warned her not to put her hair in curls but she wouldnât listen to me. I guess she wishes she had now. When people havenât natural curly hair they shouldnât try to make it curly. They get punished if they do.â
âLook here, Felicity, never mind all that. Just tell us what has happened Sis.â
âWell, this is what has happened her. That ninny of a Sara Ray brought up a bottle of mucilage instead of Judyâs curling-fluid, and Cecily put her hair up with THAT. Itâs in an awful state.â
âGood gracious!â exclaimed Dan. âLook here, will she ever get it out?â
âGoodness knows. Sheâs got her head in soak now. Her hair is just matted together hard as a board. Thatâs what comes of vanity,â said Felicity, than whom no vainer girl existed.
Poor Cecily paid dearly enough for HER vanity. She spent a bad forenoon, made no easier by her motherâs severe rebukes. For an hour she âsoakedâ her head; that is, she stood over a panful of warm water and kept dipping her head in with tightly shut eyes. Finally her hair softened sufficiently to be disentangled from the curl papers; and then Aunt Janet subjected it to a merciless shampoo. Eventually they got all the mucilage washed out of it and Cecily spent the remainder of the forenoon sitting before the open oven door in the hot kitchen drying her ill-used tresses. She felt very down-hearted; her hair was of that order which, glossy and smooth normally, is dry and harsh and lustreless for several days after being shampooed.
âIâll look like a fright tonight,â said the poor child to me with trembling voice. âThe ends will be sticking out all over my head.â
âSara Ray is a perfect idiot,â I said wrathfully
âOh, donât be hard on poor Sara. She didnât mean to bring me mucilage. Itâs really all my own fault, I know. I made a solemn vow when Peter was dying that I would never curl my hair again, and I should have kept it. It isnât right to break solemn vows. But my hair will look like dried hay tonight.â
Poor Sara Ray was quite overwhelmed when she came up and found what she had done. Felicity was very hard on her, and Aunt Janet was coldly disapproving, but sweet Cecily forgave her unreservedly, and they walked to the school that night with their arms about each otherâs waists as usual.
The school-room was crowded with friends and neighbours. Mr. Perkins was flying about, getting things into readiness, and Miss Reade, who was the organist of the evening, was sitting on the platform, looking her sweetest and prettiest. She wore a delightful white lace hat with a fetching little wreath of tiny forget-me-nots around the brim, a white muslin dress with sprays of blue violets scattered over it, and a black lace scarf.
âDoesnât she look angelic?â said Cecily rapturously.
âMind you,â said Sara Ray, âthe Awkward Man is hereâin the corner behind the door. I never remember seeing him at a concert before.â
âI suppose he came to hear the Story Girl recite,â said Felicity. âHe is such a friend of hers.â
The concert went off very well. Dialogues, choruses and recitations followed each other in rapid succession. Felix got through his without âgetting stuck,â and Peter did excellently, though he stuffed his hands in his trousers pocketsâa habit of which Mr. Perkins had vainly tried to break him. Peterâs recitation was one greatly in vogue at that time, beginning,
âMy name is Norval; on the Grampian hills
My father feeds his flocks.â
At our first practice Peter had started gaily in, rushing through the first line with no thought whatever of punctuationââMy name is Norval on the Grampian Hills.â
âStop, stop, Peter,â quoth Mr. Perkins, sarcastically, âyour name might be Norval if you were never on the Grampian Hills. Thereâs a semi-colon in that line, I wish you to remember.â
Peter did remember it. Cecily neither fainted nor failed when it came her turn. She recited her little piece very well, though somewhat mechanically. I think she really did much better than if she had had her desired curls. The miserable conviction that her hair, alone among that glossy-tressed bevy, was looking badly, quite blotted out all nervousness and self-consciousness from her mind. Her hair apart, she looked very pretty. The prevailing excitement had made bright her eye and flushed her cheeks rosilyâtoo rosily, perhaps. I heard a Carlisle woman behind me whisper that Cecily King looked consumptive, just like her Aunt Felicity; and I hated her fiercely for it.
Sara Ray also managed to get through respectably, although she was pitiably nervous. Her bow was naught but a short nodââas if her head worked on wires,â whispered Felicity uncharitablyâand the wave of her lily-white hand more nearly resembled an agonized jerk than a wave. We all felt relieved when she finished. She was, in a sense, one of âour crowd,â and we had been afraid she would disgrace us by breaking down.
Felicity followed her and recited her selection without haste, without rest, and absolutely without any expression whatever. But what mattered it how she recited? To look at her was sufficient. What with her splendid fleece of golden curls, her great, brilliant blue eyes, her exquisitely tinted face, her dimpled hands and arms, every member of the audience must have felt it was worth the ten cents he had paid merely to see her.
The Story Girl followed. An expectant silence fell over the room, and Mr. Perkinsâ face lost the look of tense anxiety it had worn all the evening. Here was a performer who could be depended on. No need to fear stage fright or forgetfulness on her part. The Story Girl was not looking her best that night. White never became her, and her face was pale, though her eyes were splendid. But nobody thought about her appearance when the power and magic of her voice caught and held her listeners spellbound.
Her recitation was an old one, figuring in one of the School Readers, and we scholars all knew it off by heart. Sara Ray alone had not heard the Story Girl recite it. The latter had not been drilled at practices as had the other pupils, Mr. Perkins choosing not to waste time teaching her what she already knew far better than he did. The only time she had recited it had been at the âdress rehearsalâ two nights before, at which Sara Ray had not been present.
In the poem a Florentine lady of old time, wedded to a cold and cruel husband, had died, or was supposed to have died, and had been carried to âthe rich, the beautiful, the dreadful tombâ of her proud family. In the night she wakened from her trance and made her escape. Chilled and terrified, she had made her way to her husbandâs door, only to be driven away brutally as a restless ghost by the horror-stricken inmates. A similar reception awaited her at her fatherâs. Then she had wandered blindly through the streets of Florence until she had fallen exhausted at the door of the lover of her girlhood. He, unafraid, had taken her in and cared for her. On the morrow, the husband and father, having discovered the empty tomb, came to claim her. She refused to return to them and the case was carried to the court of law. The verdict given was that a woman who had been âto burial borneâ and left for dead, who had been driven from her husbandâs door and from her childhood home, âmust be adjudged as dead in law and fact,â was no more daughter or wife, but was set free to form what new ties she would. The climax of the whole selection came in the line,
âThe court pronounces the defendantâDEAD!â and the Story Girl was wont to render it with such dramatic intensity and power that the veriest dullard among her listeners could not have missed its force and significance.
She swept along through the poem royally, playing on the emotions of her audience as she had so often played on ours in the old orchard. Pity, terror, indignation, suspense, possessed her hearers in turn. In the court scene she surpassed herself. She was, in very truth, the Florentine judge, stern, stately, impassive. Her voice dropped into the solemnity of the all-important line,
ââThe court pronounces the defendantâââ
She paused for a breathless moment, the better to bring out the tragic import of the last word.
âDEAD,â piped up Sara Ray in her shrill, plaintive little voice.
The effect, to use a hackneyed but convenient phrase, can better be imagined than described. Instead of the sigh of relieved tension that should have swept over the audience at the conclusion of the line, a burst of laughter greeted it. The Story Girlâs performance was completely spoiled. She dealt the luckless Sara a glance that would have slain her on the spot could glances kill, stumbled lamely and impotently through the few remaining lines of her recitation, and fled with crimson cheeks to hide her mortification in the little corner that had been curtained off for a dressing-room. Mr. Perkins looked things not lawful to be uttered, and the audience tittered at intervals for the rest of the performance.
Sara Ray alone remained serenely satisfied until the close of the concert, when we surrounded her with a whirlwind of reproaches.
âWhy,â she stammered aghast, âwhat did I do? IâI thought she was stuck and that I ought to prompt her quick.â
âYou little fool, she just paused for effect,â cried Felicity angrily. Felicity might be rather jealous of the Story Girlâs gift, but she was furious at beholding âone of our familyâ made ridiculous in such a fashion. âYou have less sense than anyone I ever heard of, Sara Ray.â
Poor Sara dissolved in tears.
âI didnât know. I thought she was stuck,â she wailed again.
She cried all the way home, but we did not try to comfort her. We felt quite out of patience with her. Even Cecily was seriously annoyed. This second blunder of Saraâs was too much even for her loyalty. We saw her turn in at her own gate and go sobbing up her lane with no relenting.
The Story Girl was home before us, having fled from the schoolhouse as soon as the programme was over. We tried to sympathize with her but she would not be sympathized with.
âPlease donât ever mention it to me again,â she said, with compressed lips. âI never want to be reminded of it. Oh, that little IDIOT!â
âShe spoiled Peterâs sermon last summer and now sheâs spoiled your recitation,â said Felicity. âI think itâs time we gave up associating with Sara Ray.â
âOh, donât be quite so hard on her,â pleaded Cecily. âThink of the life the poor child has to live at home. I know sheâll cry all night.â
âOh, letâs go to bed,â growled Dan. âIâm good and ready for it. Iâve had enough of school concerts.â
About HackerNoon Book Series: We bring you the most important technical, scientific, and insightful public domain books.
This book is part of the public domain. L. M. Montgomery (2008). The Golden Road. Urbana, Illinois: Project Gutenberg. Retrieved https://www.gutenberg.org/cache/epub/316/pg316-images.html
This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org, located at https://www.gutenberg.org/policy/license.html.